Best friend Sunday, December 29, 2013 @11:54 PM

So, I have this one best friend out of all my bestest(lol) friends. One that I'm not tired talking to. One that is always there to lend an ear whenever I rant and I'm not the type to always rant. No, i do not rant. At all. I rather keep my feelings all to myself, sad or happy but mostly sad, they are my feelings and sharing my sadness to the people that always makes me happy is the last thing on my mind. I do not want them to think that something is wrong with me because I'm a person, who thinks that I'm strong enough to face things on my own. Some say, letting your feelings out to the people you trust most is a good thing but i chose to keep my feelings. If I do rant to you, consider that you're very special to me.

Believe me, it took me awhile just to find the write words to type but its impossible. The truth is, this person has this ability to shut my mind from thinking of everything else in this world that could possibly knock my moods down. Its silly how I'm trying to make a blog post telling how much this person means to me, no matter what the obstacles we're facing or we have to face, nothing can bring us down because what we have is so special.

I really feel comfortable with this person, it feels different than any other best friends I have.   This person gives me space where I can be myself without being judged. To be honest, not all best friends can stand how annoying you can be without hurting their feelings once or twice, but this person is so different. Even if I'm annoying, this person will still have this dumb conscious of how happy this person will be, when we both are having the time of our lives sharing stories, midnight talks, and the fact that we just talk to each other.

I'm happy, surprisingly very happy that we know each other and I just want to make my best friend feel the same way, I just hate the fact that I don't know how to show my love towards this person as much as this person does & make my best friend believe that I really really really really really love to be with this person, even just talking.

But if this person ever reads this, I hope this can make him smile. I know God decides everything and I know that nothing will last forever but I'm gonna stay and love him as long as I can. Thank you, my best friend.

Labels: 2013, Best friend, I love you, Leo