I'm back, I guess Tuesday, December 24, 2013 @9:36 PM

Omg sometimes I don't even know what I'm doing, but if I want to waste time on the internet, then it is to write my feelings in my blog. A new makeover, but same to leo's because it's pretty, I hope she doesn't mind. My skills of editing skins faded, sigh. I was like, what the fuck I can't understand codes anymore, but whatever here goes nothing. But I made my background white, a different feel compared to leo's. Sorry baby, I couldn't think of anything.

So, school is about to start again. Starting a new year of me being the senior in school. Awkward, but it is something that soon in the future will become a memory to me that I will treasure most in my life. I hope next year, even if I'm destined to be in a different class, I will promise myself, no matter how sad and depressed I'll be, I will never lose faith in myself and that I will always have a strong-will to fight for what I want, to get the best result for my last year in school. Constantly, remembering self to not be depressed.

There's a lot to do next year and like it or not, I still have to face the exhaustion of studying for my final year. A lot have been going in my mind, will I ever be good enough, will I ever as the same level as everybody. I am never the smartest kid, so being surrounded by them, kind of lowered my self-esteem. It's something that I myself, have to overcome and I hope, I can. And also, next year, I wish I become more independent.

Labels: i want to bea good kid next, new, rant